I just kinda joined cause i met this girl and she was amazing and to behold she could draw. And She is just so funny, So warm, Just someone i could get along with so easily just being myself. And not knowing it would turn out to be more. And just in awe that this will become true shocks me every moment the day gets closer. And going through so much i have been through couldn't find this to be true. Its like my heart couldn't believe it. And had a mini heart attack. And i feel once i see her infront of me. One i hear those words from her saying "this is real Eloni" i will know. I will be happy again. And with someone more like myself. More of a dork might i say. But still so GORGEOUS AND SEXY. but still so cute and beautiful. And there is just more to her than just looks. HEr personality, How she acts, how she is just her self, How she can respect someone who really deserves it. And respects my passion in life. And i will include her in everything i do cause she will love it the same way i do. Not being forced to do things i dont like. We are just so alike its scary but nice. I thought i had found my soul mate and it turned out to be just a lie. I lied to myself to make it work. I lied to everyone and said i was happy. When deep down i wasnt. Cause i just thought it was true. But after that incident I realized im going to longer lie to myself or anyone. I need to be happy. And I think this is her. I think i really have found someone i could be with. Someone who makes me happy. And likes me for who i am. I never thought the day would come. But it has. Now the only real problem is distance. Not being far from her heart wise but physically. She lives on the west coast i live in the midwest. But i will see her soon enough. Only a few more days. And i will be hers And she will be mine. Together Kira and Eloni.